CHAPTER
V.
IMPERFECTIONS,
INTERIOR
AND
EXTERIOR,
OF
THIS
FIRST
DEGREE
—
MISTAKES
THAT
ARE
MADE
IN
IT
—
ITS
PAS-SIVITY
—
SPIRITUAL
DRYNESS,
MINGLED
WITH
A
TEN-DER
BUT
SELF-INTERESTED
LOVE,
WHICH
NEEDS
THE
EXPERIENCE
AND
PURIFICATIONS
OF
THE
FOLLOWING
DEGREE.
T^HE
soul
in
the
degree
of
which
I
have
just
spoken
can
and
does
make
great
advances,
going
from
love
to
love,
and
from
cross
to
cross
;
but
it
falls
so
frequently,
and
is
so
selfish,
that
it
may
be
said
to
move
only
at
a
snail's
pace,
although
it
appears
to
itself
and
to
others
to
progress
infinitely.
The
tor-rent
is
now
in
a
flat
country,
and
has
not
yet
found
the
slope
of
the
mountain
down
which
it
may
pre-cipitate
itself,
and
take
a
course
which
is
never
to
be
stopped.
The
faults
of
those
in
this
degree
are
a
certain
self-
esteem,
more
hidden
and
deeply
rooted
than
it
was