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A short method of prayer, and Spiritual torrents, tr. by A.W. Marston

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SPIRITUAL TORRENTS. 153

wine to an expiring heart, and restore life in order to destroy it afresh? This is Thy sport Thou woundest to the death; and when Thou seest the victim on the point of expiring, Thou healest one wound in order to inflict another ! Alas ! usually we die but once; and the very cruellest murderers in times of persecution, though they prolonged life, it is true, yet were content to destroy it but once. But Thou, less compassionate than they, takest away our life time after time, and restorest it again.

O life, which cannot be lost without so many deaths 1 O death, which can only be attained by the loss of so many lives ! Perhaps this soul, after thou hast devoured it in Thy bosom, will enjoy its Beloved. That would be too great happiness for it : it must undergo another torture. It must be buried and reduced to ashes. But perhaps it will then arrive at the end of its sufferings, for bodies which decay sufier no longer. Oh ! it is not thus with the soul : it suffers continually ; and burial, decay, and nothingness are even more sensibly felt by it than death itself.

This degree of death is extremely long, and as I