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A short method of prayer, and Spiritual torrents, tr. by A.W. Marston

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out; he is only drowned when that strength fails. It is thus with Christians. They endeavour as long as possible to prevent their death ; it is only the failure of all power which makes them die. God, who wishes to hasten this death, and who has compassion upon them, cuts off the hands with which they cling to a support, and thus obliges them to sink into the deep. Crosses become mul-tiplied, and the more they increase, the greater is the helplessness to bear them, so that they seem as though they never could be borne. The most pain-ful part of this condition is, that the trouble always begins by some fault in the sufferer, who believes he has brought it upon himself.

At last the soul is reduced to utter self-despair. It consents that God should deprive it of the joy of His gifts, and admits that He is just in doing it. It does not even hope to possess these gifts again.

When those who are in this condition see others who are manifestly living in communion with God, their anguish is redoubled, and they sink in the sense of their own nothingness. They long to be able to imitate them, but finding all their efforts