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A short method of prayer, and Spiritual torrents, tr. by A.W. Marston

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172 SPIRITUAL TORRENTS.

purity and selfishness which there is in the heart of man, which, bringing him to see himself as he is apart from God, causes him to cry with David, " I am a worm and no man " (Ps. xxii. 6), and with Job, " If I wash myself with snow water, and make my hands never so clean, yet shalt Thou plunge me in the ditch, and mine own clothes shall abhor me " (Job «. 30, 31).

It is not, then, that this poor bride commits the faults of which she imagines herself guilty, for in heart she was never purer than now; but her senses and natural powers, particularly the senses, being unsupported, wander away. Besides which, as the speed of her course towards God redoubles, and she forgets herself more, it is not to be wondered at that in running she soils herself in the muddy places through which she passes; and as all her attention is directed towards her Beloved, although she does not perceive it by reason of her own condition, she thinks no more of herself, and does not notice where she steps. So that, while believing herself most guilty, she does not willingly commit a single sin; though all her sins appear