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A short method of prayer, and Spiritual torrents, tr. by A.W. Marston

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184 SPIRITUAL TORRENTS.

a great impurity. However, it has now happened seasonably, and to endeavour to order things other-wise, would be to purify ourselves in a different way from that which God desires, and therefore to defile ourselves anew.

This does not prevent our making mistakes in this outward development of the senses; but the confusion which it occasions us, and our fidelity in making use of it, is the furnace in which we are most quickly purified, by dying the soonest to our-selves. It is here also that we lose the esteem of men. They look on us with contempt, and say, " Are not these the persons whom we formerly admired ? How are they become thus disfigured ? " "Alas!" we reply, "look not upon me, because I am black " (Cant. I 6). " It is the sun which has thus discoloured me." It is at this point that we suddenly enter the third degree, that of burial and decay.