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A short method of prayer, and Spiritual torrents, tr. by A.W. Marston

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136 SPIRITUAL TORRENTS.

your own expense, to suffer your Beloved to come and go at His pleasure. I seem to see these young brides. They are at the height of grief when their Beloved leaves them : they mourn His ab-sence as if it were death, and endeavour, as far as they can, to prevent His departure. This love appears deep and strong, but it is not so by any means. It is the pleasure they derive from the sight of their Beloved which they mourn after. It is their own satisfaction they seek, for if it were the pleasure of their Beloved, they would rejoice in the pleasure which He found apart from them, as much as in that which He found with them. So it is self-interested love, though it does not appear such to them ; on the contrary, they believe that they only love Him for what He is. It is true, poor souls, you do love Him for what He is, but you love Him because of the pleasure you find in what He is. You reply that you are willing to suflfer for your Beloved. True, provided He will be the witness and the companion of your suffering. You say you desire no recompense. I agree ; but you do desire that He should know of your suffer-