˟

A short method of prayer, and Spiritual torrents, tr. by A.W. Marston

225

 
Image of page 0244

SPIRITUAL TORRENTS. 225

makes us something less than the meanest insect; and so it does, not by obstinacy and firmness of purpose, but by powerlessness to interfere with ourselves. You may ask one in this condition, " Who leads you to do such and such a thing ? Is it God who has told you to do it, or has made known to you His will concerning it?" He will reply, "I know nothing, and I do not think of knowing anything: all is God and His will; and I no longer know what is meant by the will of God, because that will has become natural to me." " But why should you do this rather than that ? " "I do not know : I let myself be guided by Him who draws me." "Why so?" " He draws me because I, being no longer anything, am carried along with God, and am drawn by Him alone. He goes hither and thither : He acts ; and I am but an instrument, which I neither See nor regard. I have no longer a separate interest, because by the loss of myself I have lost all self- interest. Neither am I capable of giving any reason for my conduct, for I no longer have a conduct : yet I act infallibly so long as I have no other principle than that of the Infallible One."